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was rather disappointed abt things....

for the whole of the week... i slept for an average of 3.5++ hours per dae... and i still woke up early to get ready for dance...

yesterdae had a bad day puking wadeva i had... and was feverish....... todae purposely skipped breakfast...

rushed off for dance... and every1 was joking all the way... i mean i dun mind jokes, but when it's time to get serious, pls do... took some time to get the right mood..

and btw only sueann greeted me todae... so sad... yes i'm leaving but i am still here... i give respect and commitment... and it went down the drain...

ppl sat in their own groups leaving me at the corner... ignoring me... sad...

time to learn new steps... ppl were harsh... well maybe i too sensitive... and seems rather unwilling to teach... wadeva...

cracked jokes among themselves... i repeat, themselves...

then this whole big fucking gp of cell gp members came and create chaos... i shoouted at them and walked off... coz i am damn tired and sick...

in all... i wasn't welcome at all... the old warm and cosy R3VO-TA was gone... i could no longer say that i feel at home when wid em.. actually intended to reconsider whether i should stay... coz i really wanted to do it together... but today's practice is a huge disappointment...

i have decided... and the decision made my heart bleed....

Saturday, July 01, 2006 ; 7:09:00 pm