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Has been rather emotional todae....
first thing in the morning i got scolded... for something tht i am not blamed for....
LIM told me to print on-hand stock listing early in the morning. as i wasn't on first shift i told those on first shift to print. then when i reached office, she blurted out like mad dog.... accusing me that i did not inform... WTF... i told liao lor.. i remember clearly... then those from 1st shift told me, the first moment they reached office LIM came and scolded em for not printing it... pls la.. u start car also need to warm engine right???
then nvm... time to do finance.. then do until half i went to print daily sales summary.... then realise still got RS1 in the summary.. then strange wor... went to ask LIM. then she come saying, "u all nv take meh?" F**K la... then everything have to re-write and calculate... she hor... dunno how to become supervisor de lor....
Then forget it... went for lunch.. then that eric dunno do wad.. joined us to WALK to FJ only la.. then dunno went off to work... then juan and jas was discussing abt taking flexi together... asked LIM then she said: how can both take together? later shorthanded... WTF... ppl blk leave also like tat wad. to think tat time Pretty face also nobody somemore lor.. 2 blk leave then the other 2 MC... nobody lor... Fuck la....
Then went back... then the monster told us got sharing abt visual display.... WTF... how come always give last min notice de??? Sickening dae..... went for briefing as told... then came back the LIM kao beh again... say how come so long nv submit finance... as if i can split myself....
went in to take finance doc and $$... then the new "gay" supervisor, lim, called... said he was waiting for the whole afternoon to count the $$$. WTF la.. we started doing at 1030 and have so many FUCK to do... i had enough lor... went up then he ask this ask that... pls la... if i know everything, would u still be asked to be my supervisor????
Then told us to go down and ask LIM... F**K.. then went down, LIM reprimanded for making her wait so long... Told her that lim wanted to count the money... then u also wanna do finance... u think wad ar? i puppet toy isit??? then say: u all should have told me that u all going to let him do finance wad... i scolded her lor... i told her: u 2 should have decided who should be the finance in charge for 2dae... not let us run up and down... so fed up lor...
My whole dae in IM was damn fucked up la... working nonstop no time to even take a proper break.... SHIT THE WHOLE FUCKING TEP.....
went home after closing... and the whole mrt is packed like sardines lor.... reached home... and dinner is still not ready...... MOM wasn't even at home... should have called and told me that she is not home yet and ask me to buy dinner rite??? DUH... then the sue ann told me to change practice to Mondae... coz mon is youth dae... told her that i am no longer youthful and poly has no hoildae on tat dae.. .and u know wad she said??? oh i forgotten ur antique... WTF??? i got pissed and told her that wadeva, ya i am antique....
on the TV and it showed channel 8 stupid show.... everytime also cry... and cry until so fake....
Got really pissed and hot for the dae... decided to go online.. and some stupid idiot flooded my mail... shit the fellow la... DUH...
things got better @ 8. watch SCV and they got the final episode of this show... i was damn touched by the scenes and ya, i cried... the whole episode, none of the acting cast cried.. but the scene just touched our hearts... this is called pro acting... mediacorp, pls improve la!!! we pay subscription charges every year not to see u waste film 1 ok!!!
the episode kinda reflect myself when i was young... was very rebellious and always disobeys instructions... and joining the corps changed me dramatically... i learnt wad is discipline, teamwork and love between each other... sometimes things are not to be mentioned in words... but felt by the heart... and always sae wad u feel before u lose the chance...
i totally wanna forget sng todae... was busy but the thought still remains like a birthmark... arg.... i had always been weak in handling relationships.. CN came todae and i totally ignored her as well... shunning away is my forte ba... dunno wad am i going to do at dance this sat... dun really wanna turn up... coz arg.... i dunno why the impulse.... and i dun see anything great in sng except cute and dance well...
my choice to revoke from R3VO-TA is decided upon... i am not going to change my mind... coz i dun wanna put myself in a difficult position... i loved dancing, and that is the only reason keeping me behind... can't bear it, but still i will leave.. for wadeva sake it is... sorry but goodbye...
gonna find a job for myself... or my bank will always show 1 digit amounts...
quote: There is nothing more truly artistic than to love people. (Vincent Van Gogh)
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 ; 8:49:00 pm