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was feeling damn down todae la...
though slept at 8.30 yesterdae... but was still feeling as tired as before... having a very bad headache wid some kinda fever....
all the way in IM was GOD DAMN F**KING busy... supplier came large amt of goods and we're like in a big mess... sorted out eventually... phew.. but the store is still ver crammed... shit la...
drowsy still coz of the medicine... pui... my taste bud is not working at all lor...
went for lunch wid juan, jas n (mohammad) zhi yi... haha no la... just that he's dark doesn't mean he's a malay... then juan's fren came to join us... then he damn sian lor... wasn't close wid him at first la... dunno who the hack is he in the first place... then after awhile in fusion then like keep suan-ing juan like nobody's business lor... so shoik sia... then let every1 tried my massage skills... haha long time nv massage le... last time in Reds was like washing hair till my hands rot... oh damn sick sia... dun wanna think abt it again...
haha then went down again to get job done... then time flew past... closing.. then went waiting for mom to pick me home... sianz sia... if i had taken MRT i would have reached ages ago... i regretted my decision.... haiz...
hmm got home bathe and ate dinner... went online and sng PM me... said a lot of things... but all abt R3Vo-TA... hmm well told sng off that i am not feeling well and i wanna rest... hmm then feel a sense of guilt... it's like i purposely flare to get away from sng... but sng was nice... told me to rest well.. and even advice me not to on air con to sleep... i was damn ***arg*** and i said: can u not be so nice to me? i dun wanna get anything more than frens... haha childish right? i also think so...
well wad is said cannot be taken back... well... maybe i should quit R3Vo-TA.. just to have a break from sng... hmm maybe i should, after the performance...
We came so far together, and asking me to part from the team is kinda sad... but i just wanna focus on my studies and dun wish to get distracted... distant myself from temptations might be a good alternative... cooling down alone is good... at least for me... dun wanna feel awkward during practice and under-perform as well... haiz... can some1 like advice me?
quote: Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. (Robert Frost)
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 ; 9:09:00 pm