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well yesterdae did not write anything up here... coz was very busy and vexed abt certain things...

received a very shocking msg when i got home... and that ruins my everything... do not wish to elaborate it here... and pray hard that everythign goes well... amen...

todae purposely stuff myself wid loads of things... went jogging early morning... then went to the back to get my new atm card( lost my wallet recently). then they intro me wadeva debit card... so took 1 lor... anyway free wad... (typical singaporean doings)

then went to eat wid grandma... well might not have the chance again ba...

went to sch to meet CN and that jeannette... reached, but they finished lunch le... then too bad lor.. went around shopping arcade visiting b4 i go back to IM... then sat for awhile then got busy... then sad to say, kia was found out using MSN in the room and that baboon cum hippo say wanna issue warning letter. sad sia... but i seriously think that it's overdoing lor... no point make ppl dae so bad right... but wad to do? she use her hips to think wad... (think u guys get wad i mean. )

then was informed abt graduation... then dunno if pro team was involved.. hmm so gave relevant ppl a msg to see if they know everything.. then the tcher i/c gave me a scolding.... wad the fark* she says: you should have asked ur president, jacinta... you shouldn't have come directly to me, if not why would we want a president for? you are a professional and need to think n act like 1.

well there are a few issues being addressed.

  1. i know nuts abt the president. i also dun ahve her contact! how to ask?
  2. it's a mass sent msg to the group. so how would i ahve noticed she's in the sent list? i dun give it a fuck...
  3. it's always safer to ask her directly... and much faster...
  4. pro team always give last min notices, HOW PROFESSIONAL!
  5. communication in Pro team alwys have different msges passed around... who knows which is the real?
  6. since the president has been elected... how come there is no contact or agenda or at least a list of contact for the excos? how are we gonna communicate if we dun ahve? i know some have their contacts, but dun ake things for granted that every1 has! Pro team should show some professionalism..
  7. i was just asking out of kindness and responsibility ( or i should say commitment, which they always mention). must u be that pissed abt that? i am pissed bat the operational attitude of pro team wad...

well think that's it b/w me and pro team... i am not going to participate for any pro team events... shit them with all the commitment and value-added learning.... i dun give it a damn anymore! to think that we always do our best for pro team in all the events, unlike the others who dun bother abt the team at all. and yet they give us this kinda treatment.... we show concern abt the graduation, being scared that we are to be utilised but not informed, and they scold u like fuck... this actually shows how professional they are... it's just all but scam.... everytime give last min motice and treat us like odd job labourers. rehearsal make us do rubbish work... wait whole dae n do nth... waste time lor... u guys have loads of time to waste but i am not going go for it again!!!

to my fellow pro team mates... think abt it man... how many a time are we treated like patriots of a war? we're just like slaves at their beck n call... sometimes even come back on weekends to help em.. then all they say is well done and this is wad u should have done.. everytime ask we all do sai gang... always psycho us, say u have given ur words to be committed.. then who's the ones that are not committed? and what happens to them? them we those who are contributing get shit...

todae went to a few places to send the strudels... shag sia... went to clementi, bedok, pasir ris, west coast, raffles place, somerset, woodlands, chua chu kang..... dots... like 1 dae singapore tour la... then went to CWP to send trudels for yao de... coz he help me collect pie tml to give cai (aka sammi cheng and cyndi wang)...

then went to the w collection to play mind games... wa play until my eyes tired... also went to arcade to play games... play until my blister came up and whole body aching...

went home at abt 8 plus then the strudel almost went bad... tried.. but not nice... CN also say maybe lao hong... then like waste $$$ lor... well ar ya maybe it'll be the last...

todae went to return lu's mom money as well... dun wanna owe her la... later owe till the dae i die...

just so pissed wid things todae lor.... everything seems to go wrong... esp pro team... so much for my efforts... shit u....

Thursday, June 15, 2006 ; 9:32:00 pm