ok... i haven been updating this blog for zillions of years and i think it's time for me to do something!

been very busy with life, mainly dancing, army and lil stuff around ....

have been posted to BMT Bronco Coy for over 2 months and yes, it's tiring! not in the body but in the mind.... haven been sleeping enough! (coz they only give you 7 hrs of rest! evertday!)

plus i needa maintain my techniques in dancing so i report for practice every weekend. there goes my weekend right?!

and now i an gonna pass out! so most probably be posted to a light duty vocation, which enables me to book out everyday (hopefully it's the case). and i needa get a partner soon else i would lag behind and i dun wanna waste this golden opportunity to dance. who knows after NS i might not have that much of time to dance again....

so calling all dancers who are looking at this now! if you want a good male partner, grade C proficient, please feel free to tag at the board. but beware! (training with me is tough!!!)

army is mundane.... and sometimes stupid. doing stupid things and i dun understand why am i doing it, (probably because they are higher up there and i am just a cao recruit!) i have totally no control over my life!!! so called the lowest lifeform on the island!

my buddy section and platoon mates are kind. and they are friendly. thus we are lucky not having much trouble. (hey! we have less than 50 push ups to do every day! so wad u think?)just a handful who are blur cock that sometimes makes training fun! hehe...

now. we are only left with live range, hand granade throw, SOC, IPPT and route march. and then we are free!!! headaches comes in when i have to think of an item for OC evening..... a performance that is to be presented to the Coy... and i only have less than a week!!! OMG.... somebody please help me!!

enough said.... i shall go and brainstorm on what to present!!! cya next time!

heya! i finally cleared my studies.... with joy!!!

hehe actually i only started studying on wednesday of the study week and it's damn stressed! so many things to study! but in the end the papers are quite easy but tricky. hope i get it right!

competition has cleared. long time ago in fact but i got no time to update! yea it has been a success and everyone enjoyed it. make-up wad rushed through. together with the hair. competition was nervous and yea! it's so cool! we got 6th placing i think? cannot remember. over for so long liao...

then we have open house to rush through after that... it was like a few weeks only!!! very tiring.... and it has been a success too!!! though the make up the gers did sucks to the core. i did give help salvage them and let them have a good start to get used to not having me there coz i'm going army soon!!!

after open house we got 5 weeks of breaks!!! not a good news though coz we got projects to chiong! 5 projects per week! one on each day! chiong like siao! monday international business tuesday CRM wednesday effective business writing thursday personal selling friday IMC... OMG!!! but all cleared!!!

during open house breaks we still go sch during sat to self prac and go swimming!!! yea! all exercise abit... and improve oneself!!!

after exam!!! i went to shopping!!! through marina sq suntec and bugis junction and bugis st! only buy one shirt! and i met celine, my waxing therapist. and she give me free manicure muahaha....

then next day we went for pizza hut with some of my classmates, then went play pool, play arcade, watch movie, play bowling and lastly play went MOS!!! FIRST TIME GOING MOS WITH CLASSMATES!

pictures speaks a thousand words.. wso let's see the pics!

Life has beenr eally busy for these few days!

have been busy with admin and operations of the club. jacket designing, aliasing with supplier, collection of jacket funding, sizing. all have been entrusted to me...

then have to settle some of their costumes... brought them to Livi one by one totaling up to 6 visits in a week!!! OMG! then fitting. now have to think of their hair and make-up. now still have to help them design accessories... HEADACHE!!!

then make-up workshop also coming up. though this is the first time we are getting funds for make-up, but there are lotsa things to plan for. and our budget is very very very tight! then have to slowly plan who to take over me after this... sianz...

project is also occupying most of my time! super stucked with my project! and everything is pressing!!!

practice is getting lesser and time is running short. puayloo's learning curve getting shorter... maybe she stressed. and i am getting more and more worried. our standard is far from statisfaction. she's trying but not at her best i know. but as a junior her improvement is good!

then also having open house and clubcrawl pressing soon!!! how ar!!!

also have to plan the gathering for x mas! omg life's exciting!!!

i am super tired.....

sch has officially started and i am still adapting to the new sch term....

practice is as usual just that we have more to practice. waltz and froxtrot.
competition is coming and we have extensive training coming up. i will be doing samba with pauline for team match and grade c with puay loo... new partnership and i am so excited!!! worried as well coz bellmond dun have time for private class. means we have to use back the stupid choreo that i dun like at all. the rhumba is fine but i dun like the jive and chachacha. sianz. hope that he can squeeze some time to do a chachacha choreo for us.

NAPFA is round the corner! 7 dec will be dooms day. so to get myself well prepared. i have started a set of hell training... so far, tuesday i had a gym session and swim thereafter. wednesday i had a slight stretching session and a swim! yesterdae i went jogging while waiting for DEX (which he thereafter pang seh me coz he had something on), then i went gym and the swimming again!!! hopfully all these can help me pass my 5 stations and 2.4km...


i dun like sch. though this semester i only have 2 examinable modules... and it's my last semester!!!

i feel like working for jerriene again. coz the money is easy! $25 per hr to assist teaching classes. somemore all the classes nearby 1... but sch holiday now. so no job...sianz...

i need money to pay for my classes!!! any1 wanna sponsor me????

Haiz...

life has been very busy for the past few weeks. and tml i will be returning to sch. which means to say i have less time to blog again.

things have been going rather well.

firstly all the performance has been cleared and i am glad to say that i have made no mistakes in my steps for the whole of the performance!

then i have quite successfully finished all my girls' hair and make up with some help fromt he seniors and cindee.


mom's d and d is still quite ok. except zelia's lateness....

audition response is better than SA danz inc. and all have been accepted into the club. so welcome juniors!

why pong and michelle class has started and is FUN!


there are also things that does not go too well...

i am not partnering pauline in any dances, though i did ask her abt it for more than 3 times. no reasons were given and i am kinda pissed abt that. anyway it's her choice and as a dance cap i still have to help her in whateva way i can.

and i am thrown with shiying all of a sudden. just that she is a senior and she does not have a partner and peter owes her one. then i have to sacrifice myself to partner her? i think it's crap. not that shi ying is not good. but our style is different!

cindee is trying to get me to partner her for 29th dec comp. i dun think it's a good idea coz same thing, our style is too different. we can try to compete but we will not go far...

finally went out with my fren. and we went for movie (bee movie). then went for some food. we were rather quiet. and then i was invited to join clubbing with their groups of frens. things initially went well. but sometimes get irritated when ppl started to get too close and intimidating to my fren. feels like stabbing me. and my fren is not doing anything! then wad else can i do? if i am helping, and she might just say i kaypo and ungentleman. haiz. so i just left soon after...

maybe i'm just out for a simple person who is just mine and only mine. and i promise i will nv bring a date to club. i prefer monogamy!

and i am a gentleman (at least this time round) i kept my hands to myself. though i thought otherwise...

it's coming back again!!!

the disappointment in this family!

i had never come across a mother, capable of going on to holiday one after another, to tell the son to quit something he loved most, giving an absolutely unreasonable excuse.

the msg goes like this: ben go quit ur club. i dun have money for you to continue the dance. if u wan go take from your dad!

my question is: you dun have money to let me take my lessons, then you have money to go KOH SAMUI and XIAMEN. so wad are you trying to say? u are just concerned about yourself? ur own enjoyment?

it has always been the problem in this stupid family. u guys are concerned about yourself and being so self centered. always it is and it was just a wishful thinking that u guys have changed after last christmas incident.

mom has always known for my 3min temp in other stuffs. but this is my most wanted dance and i have gone all out to go for it. and i am just induldging in things that i want. neither did i cause harm to anyone, nor cause difficulties to any lives. and i dun understand which mother would ask her children to quit things that is not wrong and good for his future.

all parents i know are sending their children for all sorts of courses. ballet, piano, swimming, ice skating, acrobatics, gymnasium, painting, and many more. their parents are not very rich either. they just want their children to learn something and make them a better person. they went all out to find the best teacher, the best centre to nurture their child.

wad have my mom done in comparison???

she had never made me breakfast for me.
she had never priased me for doing good in sch.
she had never make my bed.
she had never been anxious about my studies.
she had never been uptight when i fall sick.
she had never fed me when i was ill.
she had never known wad i actually liked to drink or eat.
she had never known when i an happy and wad i am happy about.
she had never known how much she'd hurt me.

she always assume that i am a bad boy.
she always think i can be indepedent.
she always think that we are still in the stone age.
she always compare us with her younger days.
she always complain about the mess in the house when it was OUR house, not my house.
she always cook lousy food and say we waste food.
she always disturb my sleep.
she always plan things according to her timetable.
she always buy lotsa stuff home and let them rot at home.
she always not at home.
she always think that it's my fault.
she always my mom, whom i loved but does not love me.

i want to dance... but if i dance i will not be able to work and support myself.
and it's just so sickening to see mom and get mad always. i just wanna quickly get myself working so i dun have to argue with her over such matters, and if worse come to worse, shift out. and it's the most hurtful to see her being so unsupportive of her children.

and mom if u see this i wanna tell u i am very disappointed in you!!!

been sometime since i last blogged. though i do visit my blog every dae to check the tagboard.

not that i have nth to say. my life is everestly so exciting. but i am too shag to blog. yes!!!

been practising my salsa hip hop and sexy back for Stage arts danz inc coz they are shorthanded with men. so i kinda helped them upon request. it was kinda NOT ME!!! coz i hated hiphop. not that i can't dance it', but it's just too free form and not disciplined enough... so there's a little taxing to catch up with the steps, especially when the rest has already learnt it long ago. luckily i have kenny!!! kenny is the ex member of laballroom enmasse, who was performing with us for the dance alive musical.

salsa hip hop is a fusion of salsa and hip hop together in a dance. it depeicts a scene of a club and 2 groups of people, guys and gers. it's all about playing hard to get and trying to hook up one another. an interesting choreography with nice steps. nice costumes too! especially mine!

sexy back!!! its zelia's choreo, a second episode of sexy back I. this is a story of office workers trying to act high class and "atas". all dancers are to be attitude and class... all are dressed in white and must have a black accessory. a very exciting choreography and very image based performance.

costumes had cost me a bomb!!!! black vest from woodlands centre ($30). white school pants from TPY ($30) didn't use it cos it didn't pass as it's slightly blueish based. white pants from CWP ($70). white belt from woodland centre ($15). white school shoes from woodlands centre ($17). so u guys go calculate how ex it is!!! broke liao.... but it's worth the money! it's damn nice. damn class, damn atas and damn benji!!!!

to add on i think i am going to buy a few more things when i have the money....
1) white pointed shoes from BATA
2) black hair with white highlight from Kimage
3) white socks
4) white fedora hat
5) black and white skinny tie

damn kewl rite!!! i'm going to wear this to mum's d and d. will damn stand out lor...

so many things to buy. and too few money. luckily i am kinda helping j and j with teaching at schools. kick boxing, hip hop, ethnic fusion, aerobics, and some other lessons. phew... hope i can get more money.... coz i got many things to buy....

and attention to all, we will be planning to go BKK again next year after chinese new year. anyone wanna join? budget travelling and accomodations. seek total 8 to 12 people so we can book excursion bus so its cheaper. tag on the board if keen.

surprise!!!

ok todae goes like this.

woke up at 945 am coz mom woke me up again! why can't i just sleep longer for my weekend?

spend the morning waiting for dad. after having bfast. and i almost got late. went over to granny's place intending to pick sis up coz mom going to uncle's house for mahjong, so sis can play with my cousin. and being wishywashy by nature. she still haven boil water and bathe!!!

mom then dropped me at mrt so i wun be late, coz i will be dragged by the itinery of the 2 old fellow!!! always make me late!

then went over to dance arts for class!~ and surprise! i wasn't late! in fact i was the earliest!! hehe... the rest subsequently arrived and we got thru the practice with many major changes!!! OMG monday will be a harsh dae!!!

then after that rene zhi ping brian and shiying got off first coz they need to get ready the steamboat. then me benn peter and poodle went over to KFC for some munch. i did eat coz i was waiting for the feast at zhi ping's house. then after munch benn and poodle left. me and peter walked around funan and being peter, he's got new things to buy again! iPOD nano!!! damn cool la. if i have the money i will also get myself 1... hehe...

headed to b-batok and waited for all to go over.

dinner was sumptuous, many food, in fact too much to digest...

watched high sch musical and hairspray. then took lotsa fotos!!!

then all were called out for games... BUT SURPRISE!!! a birthday song and a birthday cake! i was so caought off guard!!! chocolate cake!!!! haha so they intended to celebrate panda's and my bdae together... was kinda touched!!!

ok it was a pleasant surprise... so i still do have bdae song and cake afterall... i thought since my bdae is over so i shall get over and done with it, wait for next year and pray that i get those again... but wait! i dun need to ponder so long!!!

thanks frens... it's lovely!

then while we were going home, nick carried jermaine for dunno wad reason. then shan carried zee and gave chase. of coz i wun lose out! i carried the smallest! rene!!! haha... of coz i won. then peter carried treasa and caught up soon. and the last to join the game was josh and lil fir!!! haha.. wad a way to end the dae...

nice DULC session todae and i thank all for ur efforts!!! love em...

ok i'm offically 19 now so i shall behave like 1.

firstly i want to thank the following ppl for wishing me happy birthday. (in no particular order)

treasa
evelyn
zee
yeeshan
peter *thanks for the treat*
weilin
dex *thanks for the treat*
pauline
rene
melvin
andrew seow *thanks for the drink*
jerome
jeremy
marilyn
andre
panda
(and whoever i did not include ur names, please do tag on the cbox. i will include ur name)

at least i feel better after SA sing me a birthdae song. (after pushing me down for my split)